Well there are so many moments I'd love to go back to but for the purpose of not wanting too much I think I'd love to go back in time when mum was still around. Back then I used to think it was headache but right now I see the headache she gave compared to the ones she took off mine is nothing to write home about. I do miss those times but like you said I can't dwell on them cos if I do such maybe suicide would be a great option. But just like they say in any situation, give thanks to the Almighty I just want to dwell in my current moment and enjoy every bit of it. Thank you @anoumadsoul for this great piece!!