Out of all those words, 'exhausted' is the one that stands out.
It's a hard thing when all these people and events make demands on our time and mental bandwidth. Only you have the power to step back and think of you. People and events will take everything you give them, and a little bit more. Their will nobody left to offer lamentations over your grave; they'll have all moved on to the next giver.
Think of yourself first, since a sad @crimsonclad is a tragedy of the worst kind.
Well said, @negativer. People will take everything you give them until you're used up and gone; then they'll have all moved on to the next giver. "For the fifth time, my tea has gone cold" sounds like me every day, but I have ADHD to blame, not just cat, dogs, offspring, laundry, dishes, phones, etc.