hallelujah more power to ya
i love this honesty, true faith and openness
i was raised athiest, never read the bible, still, and still not sure "if jesus was real"... but i found god in everyone and everything and me, and i feel and know jesus´energy, this consciousness...and strive to uphold all the truths "he" told/tells... i call them ethics instead of morals because morals are subjective and often stem from the control and limitations of religons, but ethics are objective truths and all fall under the golden rule
this is an incredibly frank story and i hope it continues to spread, help others spread their wings