It's like you're inside my head, lol. Yes, I have been thinking about how this could be achieved, in a way that I wasn't numb but at the same time more...nirvana is a good word, maybe enlightened also :)
I see that you made another post yesterday, so I'm going to check that out in a bit. In the future if it is awhile between posts again would you mind dropping a link to a new one in my comments so I don't miss it?
Also, over the next couple of weeks I'm going to start adjusting my blog a bit, instead of mostly posting chapters of my novel I'm going to be branching out. I plan on doing a series called "Exploring The Fingerlakes" , for one thing, which is the area I live.