I feel blessed and lucky to have found this place and at the same time I am experiencing my first real crtpto winter... I am not posting as much because my real life finances demand that I go spend the time on whatever is more profitable,... and its honestly making me a little sad, to be kind of half away. I have realized lately that there is regular time and then there is Steemit Time.. a steemit day might as well be a month for how much can happen in a day here. My mind has been expanded and changed, my heart has become attached to people I have never seen.. so it is sad to have it all kind of go on pause for a bit, but also to kind of put my feet on the earth and reflect on my place in it all.....And you are one of the most emotionally present people I have been so lucky to meet--- and so I really like this post, as a reminder to me as well, that not all seasons are the same... and that the emotions we have and the losses and grief and confusion and nonlinearity and the mess that we are as humans is what makes everything hold so much beauty. I do wish you relief and relaxation. I look forward to the fun times we are all sure to have again... Thank you for sharing this. I now submit my own nonlinear somewhat melencholic reply...