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Please don't judge me by the way I look, this is just my shell in this world.
God-willing I will push through on seeing an orthopedic surgeon tomorrow, Saturday at Sacred Heart Hospital at Malolos. I might be discouraged to undergo any kind of invasive surgery because of the kind of condition that I have but if the doctor would take this rare challenge then I am game too.
It would be expensive. have no more health insurance to cover any extra expenses for any tests that the doctor will request from me and I will just be relying on the community to fund my cause so that I can go on with the steps to correct my condition. I just hope that there is a way to chisel out the extra bone growth in my mouth because it is growing exponentially, I couldn't close my mouth anymore and people have a trouble understanding when I speak and this could pose a problem for the doctor.
There thing that I want to be corrected, my back which I think needs a metal support and I think will be relatively easier to do than the inside of my mouth. Second, my mouth is also a major concern because it really is progressing, it is a fearsome issue for me and I just rather die than to see the summit of its havoc upon my mouth and head. Thirdly is my face, it is disfigured enough that its quite gory now and people would stop, point, stare, and whisper around when they see me. It bothers me so what I can just do is to hide under a surgical mask so that they wouldn't stare as much.
I would take it a laboratory and medical test at a time and hope that the Steemit community could lend a collective help as the magnitude of this problem is really quite unimaginable for me, I am now scared but the fight is still on.
You look fine to me man, certainly not a bad looking guy in my opinion.
Everyone looks the same, You are unique. I wish you to feel less pain and be happy.
Ha ha Thank you @klye
You make me laugh and cry with that.
It is just sad but please continue to support me.
You got it my man. While simple people may not understand the beauty of you I see it. You're a strong person and no one can take that from you. Sorry to make you cry, I didn't mean to.
You have my support, best wishes and hope for your good health. Good luck my friend.
Thank you @klye God Bless you for your kind words.
It's just I miss my former image, this shell that I am posting here I do not even recognize. I am a subject off pity for most people. But I am holding on and still fighting.
Best regards to you dear friend out there.
Nobody can judge u @cryptopie
Wishing u best of luck
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Stay strong
@marwa Thank you for your support, God Bless you Sir.
Hey bro! Check out crowd funding! That may help you alot, wish you the best ✊
Thanks for the suggestion @flyingfarang but I do not know any crowdfunding for my country.
Stay strong, and of course here no judgement.
Bless
Thank you @markush, your are a real friend.
Good luck!
Thank you again @lizzyib
Hoping for the best! Check your discord.
OK thanks @zearful
It's just my Internet connection is very limited.
The name is @zeartul : ) no f Sent you another message. Check it out.
Resteemed and wish you well @cryptopie. Hope I can come for a visit soon.
Ma'am I will welcome you if you will come home.
I am in deep trouble. My case is complicated.
God Bless you for your support.
God will make a way, when there seems to be no way...
kapit lang, kaya yan!
God bless you.
resteeemed.
I need it @sunnylife
Thank you very much I appreciate it.
God bless and there will be hope.
Thank you @zararina
There is hope but it is complicated for me.
u are handling this a million times better than i ever could. I hope my vote can help
Every help counts @nikez452 and I do appreciate it from my heart.
Hey bro... May God heared my prayer for you... Thats the onething i can help for you... Be strong brother!! Always, do not lose hope...
If God see your heart that you are fighting for and want to leave in the world, he will let you leave and give another strength to face the reality just to serve him.
That is our purpose in life... To please him by doing his commandments...
@kennyroy
Salamat Bro sana wag kayo magsawa sa suporta sa akin.
Konti na lang mga araw ko pero tuloy pa rin ang laban ko sa buhay.
Napakahirap po kinakaya ko lang.
God Bless you all.
As long na nakikita ng Dios na gusto mo pa magpatuloy, hinding hindi ka nya pababayaan. Bago mo pa sabihin alam na nya ang nais mo. Kapit ka lang kapatid... Magpatuloy ka lang sa buhay... Tatandaan mo palagi, "May awa ang Dios"... Kung na sa pilipinas lang ako, pupuntahan kita para mabisita...
Ginagawa ko lang po ang makakaya ko para lang ma-alwanan ako sa hirap ko. Maraming masakit sa akin pati kalooban. Gusto ko na nga pong magpahinga.
Resteemed.
Thank you @susieisms
You are one of my very kind supportive friends. God Bless you.
So, are you able to tell us what the bone doctor says?
The orthopedic surgeon told me that he can't handle my case as it includes the head up. He just handles the neck down and can only perform like joining broken bones together.
He said that I need to go to EENT doctors, endocrinologists, and multi specialty doctors which is in the capital manila in the PGH hospital where I have to endure long lines of queues just to be seen by doctors.
It's hard for me to do that not to mention a lot of money to spend for my treatment.
Thank you for the update.
That sounds like a challenge. I wish they would do house calls in situations such as yours.
Hopefully you will acquire the funds and be able to endure the trip so you can see the specialist. I will pray for you.
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Manalig ka sa Diyos tol, mabait siya. Stay strong :)
Natatakot naa po ako Bro, complicaated na kasi ang kaso ko, pero salamat po sa suporta sana wag kayao magsawa sa akin.
Welcome bro :)
Thank you Sir.
I'll be thinking of you tomorrow and hoping for the best outcome during your appointment with the surgeon. I'll definitely check back for an update!
Thank you @runaway-psyche
I just need some prayers.
I would never judge you, stay strong and you should check out gofundme, they are a great website that help a lot of people!
Thank you @lval115 I already made a gofundme site
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Thank you for your support @mulyadi.alwi
Where po link ng gofundme?
Here it is Ma,am @luvabi
https://www.gofundme.com/i-need-surgery-for-my-leontiasispls
But I will not be able to withdraw funds if people will click "Donate now" as Philippines is not supported by gofundme.
They just have to use my Paypal email address and Bitcoin address that I provided inside my article there to directly donate to me.
get well soon @cryptopie.god is good all the time have faith!resteemed
I am still hoping I will get better @sandaraclark
God Help me.
pless...folow me....@mulyadi.alwi.
thanks..
help Votes and resteem