Nobody has my back.

in #personal2 years ago

After the Boogie and Snow drama ended, my so called friend, Chris, has been staying at my house with me a lot more. At first it was cool, but lately he has been a huge pain in the ass. The major issue at hand is that he didn't have a bike - so I went and got him a bike - a pretty nice one too - and in exchange he is supposed to get me another set of my $100 hair clippers that got stolen from Snow.

Well it's been 3 days now and I still don't have any hair clippers, and I need a haircut bad, and when I ask him, he says he's going to get them later today, but then it gets too late and he doesn't get them. Today he seemed like he was annoyed that I asked if he was going to get them today. And he won't let the bike out of his sight. I ask my brother - and it seems like all he cares about is getting high. I asked a few friends to help me, and they all have excuses why they can't help.

So I'm sitting here at this 7-11 writing this post, angry because I want my fucking bike, and when somebody asks for my help - I'm right there. And when somebody is sick and needs a shot - I give it to them. But now if I don't have anything, they lock themselves away and claim that they don't have anything - yet somehow they aren't dopesick and they are running around. Usually when they are dopesick they can't get out of bed.

I can't stand anyone. Everyone just uses everyone. Why do you have to act like a piece of shit?