welp, im out. apologies to those that i had delegated to. time to pull them back. and give up on this shit show.
i started with high hopes.
but i cant keep ignoring what this is... a circle jerk social media experiment.
its proof of wallet, not brain. ive changed too much of who i actually am, to try to fit into the niches of what u guys want to read about.
the same curation traills that were on steem, are still here on hive. people have the people they will vote ONLY for. nothing going to change that.
most shit isnt even being read. just trail voted.
and for that reason, ive decided that this platform is no longer for me. all my hive will be getting powered down, and transfered into sbd, and im going to forget i was even here.
half ya'll didnt even know i was here in the first place. lets be real
im battling depression, homlessness, food security ... and some fuckstain with $1m gets to tell me, from the other side of the world, if i get to eat today?
fuck
that
noise.
@falcox
glad to see your back on here. take the advice of cow. she knows some stuff
@missteriously87
sorry your adventure on here was a shitshow
its all about algorythms now
people dont want to 'do the thing' manually, so they write a script, that, as mentioned above, decdes wether or not you eat tonight ( or live, for that matter )
@wonderballs
you dont really post, so you dont really need a delegation
...
if ive missed anyone, its cos i see you on discord, and can do my goodbyes in audio, with the ability to speak it as opposed to try to type it ( adhd is a motherfucker at times like these )
for those looking for context for why this post has come about (crafty/zilla/whoeverthefkelsetheyare - made me realise, that, if ure gonna leave the community, then u need to tell them why / what was the last straw on the camels back) - so here it is
https://hive.blog/hive-117778/@dunstuff/rver11
actually, no ... here
https://hive.blog/hive-117778/@dunstuff/rvemyu
i asked the question ... but i also 'did the research' and seeen it was under cch
perhaps @hivewatchers could look into THAT account?
maybe steempty too
anyways, rant over....
maybe a few will read this.
maybe a few will feel sad and hope that i dont quit.
probably shoulda added this one into post
its how i try to stay positive ...
reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
that's how i feel at the end of this. and i take that is how you felt before starting it. these are words that i wish had more meaningful nuance to help you feel better with. ..
idek how to degedate or what not, im such a noob!
wow... it must be something in the air, as this ( whilst i was writing post, without telling anyone)
came across my socials
i DO like a good rap song that isnt 'about blunts,bitches, and 40's'
@darsico omg, thankyou
apologies for the raw version - i was making placeholders to go back and edit when i didnt have the guest and could focus on the analogies i was making at the time XD
ideally i have 2 mics, i want to get him and i discussing random topics for a podcast or something
as my brain to fingers rate is much slower than my brain to mouth
anyways, just wanted to say thankyou, you have no idea how much it meant
:namaste:
I experienced ups and downs. Experience that only rice is what i have eaten. But life never told me to stop. I've meet different people that doesn't treat me right. Well, those people who hurt me—I forgive them, but I never forget. I used to avoid my heart in circumstances where no one could ever have the heart to understand me. I am here in hive not just for currating me. I am here because this is my outlet, where no one could ever judge how I feel. So, dun i know the feeling. Never quit! Learn to survive alone. Take your chances. Life is too short to waste it on anything that can absorb your emotions and mental health. Stay away from people who stress you out. Pray always ♥.. Till we meet again.. Thank you so much for the bumpy rides ☺.