Pain is only part of the problem!

So, this pain is unbelievable which I bear day and night, and try to keep it all together. Nothing works for this pain. I'm speaking as if you can feel it. My nervous system has been is under attack for years and now the spinal wall that wraps the spinal cord is being crinkled and is touching the spine. And like the title reads, pain is only part of the problem. The mental disability becomes to much for ones mind. The demons attacking and carving this insane, but pure mental emotion, push them away! Straight forward and in tandem with the pain I live under everyday. If only we could know the outcome? Best we leave the demons in their cages. Honestly, truthfully, metamorphic harmony