That's a tough time for you @surpassinggoogle. I'm so glad you pour it out here with your vulnerability and your memory with her is now immortalized on the blockchain. I thank you for doing that and not tried to harbor it all within by yourself. Hugs and love to you. I know no amount of words of comfort can make u feel better and I bless you as you mourn through this process. She has loved you the best she can and I know you have too. Don't blame yourself but remember some of the things you can still remember. God's peace and comfort with you.