I really admire your consistency. You have an awesomly strong will. I hope the pain is better soon. Maybe you saw that I started a new advebtuere here - I would love to Interview you for the project.
Also: I am running an experiment this weekend. to cover my expences I write poems for my steemit friends and I ask them to visit my second profile and send some SBD my way. When I get 1000 SBD and more importanty 1000 supporters on steemit it will be a hudge push for my fundraising outside of steemit. :)
So here is my poem for you:
You know that life is pain
and yet you gain
the strength to keep on going
with your example you are showing
We can overcome all obstacles in life
You make me feel more alive!