I love your photos, actually. I think it's neat you took them yourself.
Writer's block can be terrible, because you're in a fight with your brain and can't figure out who's going to win. I have found when my brain and my heart are fighting, I have to just let my fingers decide what's going to hit the paper, or in this case, the keyboard. I feel like you have a sensitive touch to your writing, and it's sad to hear you were bullied. I hope you find the strength to keep writing/creating.