Time Out (PHOTO DUMP... some NSFW content)

in #nsfw6 years ago

Hey guys!

I know I kind of disappeared here for a bit, so here's an update.

Before working to develop this any further, I took some time to get off meth, joined a sober yoga thing, and am figuring out where to go from here, and handle the fact that I'm still a very sick person, even without a drug addiction, which is what turned me into an addict in the first place. I did my first shoot as a photographer for suicide girls, using my modeling account to get myself published, and direct more traffic that way. I can't share too much of the shoot until Suicide Girls posts it. But heres a sneak peak.

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I've also done another set, a portrayal of me in the grips of my addiction. After finally coming out to my family as an addict. I received a lot of support, my sister being the one to take me to my first yoga class and find a ton of resources to help me and my husband. My family has helped us tremendously like to baby birds that had their wings chopped off.

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Those were taken with the new camera I got to better my art and grown this thing the right way!

I also bought a pole for my room and started making videos! The song in this one is my current favorite to dance to. It makes me think of my husband.

I managed to find Buddha in my recovery, and started a little buddhist art project.

The Middle Way:

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I haven't realized how much I've accomplished since the last time I've been here.
But wait, theres more! Which I will post after I write another piece.

See you soon!