I have been there, but I had the support of my parents who helped me. I guess my first question would be this: what do you have control over to help your situation? Is this something you feel can change?
To me it sounds like you're trapped. If you can describe what you think would help you gain your freedom, perhaps begin with that.
Miserable situations can come to an end. But i think i understand that your circumstance is complex. I think for now if you continue to write and express your honest thoughts, an answer will come, in a gradual fashion.
I think you're very brave for writing this.
@stellabelle, thank you for your support. Indeed she is brave, what i sas when she broke down before ahe wrote this was not something i wish for anyone. Your show of love made her feel better. Thank youw
Ooh mai lady! This is the best palce to be now am smilling and happy seeing i have some women like me standing tal wit me in this . i sure found a better place to express my feelin n feel real loved. Ooh mai God. Checking my bpabout some hours ago it just drop close to normal i feel delightful