That is very good to hear. I was hoping that you would react that way. I could see it bothered you but I also know that it is completely irrelevant in the big scheme, because if you do this right you can get that back plus so much more. Good job!!!
Also I hope you do get me on discord because I can give you specific advice that can help you improve other aspects of your game here.
Btw, I understand life happens.. lol.. I will be here long term so we will be teammates whenever you have the time :)