Yeah... These blogs are more draining for me at times... I think writing them is rather liberating.. but then I almost feel obligated to read and respond to all the messages... To be honest it is net loss for me even if it was 5-10x more working/trading produces more for me personally lol. Yeah I tried to dm to say goodbye to several people, but it didn't let me I figured it was a sign to let bygones be bygones, but yeah yesterday was just like a freak of nature incident almost as if it was drawing me back lol. Oh I appreciate it, but focus on those who need it as you can probably notice I'm rather decent at marketing my heart out to many groups <3.

Interesting another deep dive I gotta check out lol yeah its been rather exhausting keeping up with everything I think I need to dedicate 2-3 days a week to just relax and deplug. I think as communities have been or relationships are built but for me this month is trying to absorb everything in a short time so definitely information overload, but rather exciting for sure.

Maybe I will only do 1 post a week or every 2 weeks lol this is exhausting not sure how many do this but much admiration lol.