It’s totally okay. Sometimes I miss a few replies too ;)
Thank you so much. Yes it was really hard to get through. It’s been a year and I haven’t cried about it since his birthday. It was a moment while he was eating his birthday cake I thought, “he should be sharing that with his twin.” It’s gotten a little easier until I see twins or something else triggers my sadness.
Looking forward to seeing your baby hats!!! Yay :D
I remember my mom losing one of her babies and someone we knew had a baby born about the same time that baby should've been born. I found that miscarriage very difficult myself and I remember crying when I saw the other baby thinking about the tiny little brother we'd buried months before. What a blessing you still have one twin to hold and hug - it's never easy to lose the babies but the ones we get to have are such a comfort.
Oh wow. Yes it does trigger those thoughts when you see other babies around the same age as the miscarried baby. We truly are blessed to still have had one of our babies survive and who is alive and healthy today. The baby we lost can never be replaced but as you said holding my baby boy now is such a comfort :) Thank you for your sweet words~