You inspire me like no other right now. I have read this half a dozen times in the last two days, only to not be able to write on here, because what can I write that hasn't been said, thought, or even agonized by another?
I am without words.
You have risked all of yourself, taking up the hardship of being one of my best links to send donations, personally thanking each person, delivering supplies, and buying supplies. Take some time to grieve your own country and your personal losses. Spare yourself the guilt. Give to yourself instead of taking away. You owe yourself that. I am relieved that you can take a few moments to yourself and renew your soul, your personal self.
You have far exceeded what a person is expected to do. You still have a job and you are keeping the home fires burning for Nick. I am so inspired by you. I truly mean that. You have shown me what it feels like to have so much pride in oneself and your country that you are willing to give it all up. I salute you. You are indeed a Princess Warrior.
Love, hugs and prayers. xo
It was very difficult for me to write this post. Now it's hard to read the comments. I read and cry. Later, I want to write an answer, but I read it again, and I'm crying again.
Your words are very touching, and very wise as well. Probably, I do.need a time to grieve... You know, sometime I think that I don't feel anything, no feelings left. I see shooted cars, destroyed houses and looks like I don't feel the pain. And then I see it's not true.
By the way, do you remember my post where I wrote about broken windows of shops and looters? I found out it's not looters, it is consequences of shelling after all. People on upper floors restored their windows, and only ground floor where shops are were closed by wooden shields. Actually, I asked about looters. I don't know why it was so important to me. And I didn't find evidences, it was surprising because I remember my feeling when it seemed all adequate people has left, and those who didn't where either too old, or ill, or fringe groups.
Thank you so much for your wordst. Thank you so much 💙💛
xo