A good report?
What do you mean? Sometimes we are pushed so heavily to the wall that we act so quickly and may end up with regrets. Everyday someone like me prays to God to make me become his kind and grant me grace to replicate the kind.
A heavy moment of thoughts ran through my mind and my heart was burdened and pained. I wish I could re-write one's story I will re-write my family's own. I wish to become better but the pain to be better is burdensome.
Sacrifice, pains and most times becoming a coward or fool. Without who made me I don't know how to walk on earth and survive. With who made me I see progresses and smooth sailing but there are distractions staring at me. I couldn't bear it especially regarding to a love one.
And I looked up and told the creator, if you allow this to befall on me I will still know you are Almighty but my healing will take time or never.
I might never return back to where I should be and forever hate the steps I took.
Let it not come to me and let his words be forever.
And I also told him only your will which I don't know but I know it is perfect only.
