I actually agree with you. I think it's different if your vote holds value like yours does. I think if you have a 4 c vote then you are better off fishing with it to try and get more back.
Charity begins at home and you should always look after yourself first. I know you have had a rough year and am grateful for the support you have offered everyone. Look after yourself and get things back on track.

I am happy you are on musings by the way.