It's a fact of life that you will always experience moments in life where the path up a mountain or a track veers to multiple paths makes you wonder if you are actually moving forward.
Frustration sets in. But it's not the end of your journey. In fact frustration is a good thing. It tells you that deep inside, you care about what you are doing. There is a fire that threatens to consume your energy, making you doubt the steps you have taken to reach where you are. Sometimes it even feels like frustration is making you take three steps back.
But don't fret frustration like I said is your inner self telling you that inside you a fire burns like a two edged sword. Temper that sword and learn to cut the right way, your steps will be truer. Frustration used right allows you to move forward with pure intent. It's your inner self giving you the impetus to stay true to the path.
Fire is both a beautiful and deadly. Use it wisely and you have a means to live. Let it run wild and you destroy everything around you.
As I state this you wonder if its true, the words ring from within you. Listen to them. Truth has a funny way of showing you what feels right even when you first have that doubt. And if that fails you a little leap of faith won't hurt you, after all the path ahead starts and continues when you take those steps ahead.
The desire to write long entries is just that a desire. What is important is the lesson imparted to the reader.