How I made my first billion dollars.

So one thing I like to keep secret when I first meet somebody is my wealth. If you cant treat me with respect in a shitty shirt and a shitty attitude poor I would rather not have you respect me when you notice I have a little stash of cash in the bank. See I grew up in northern california born and raised in the 209 area code. My parents had money before I was born but weren't into very legitimate incomes. Although my dad worked on cars his side hustles were less then "honorable". My family is pretty wild actually and I am far from perfect. As far as managing money I am not very good at it. I'm not the worst I'm not gonna go buy a bunch of coke and hookers like some people joke about. Trust me I see it all the time but seriously that's not for me. The thing is before I became a "billionaire" before the age of 30 I was living homeless, in tents, all over northern california. I just broke up with a girl ironically who wasn't happy with me not having a decent consistant paying job after I lost my job at a casino.

Anyways I said f it why was I in "love" for 6 years and now that I had this new freedom of doing whatever I wanted I did. So I wanted good food, weed, alcohol, booze, sex with hot chicks. All that shit. So I got it. keep in mind I emptied my bank accounts what was left in them and shit on all my investments but still at the time it was an interesting experience.

Really I am lucky I didn't get any stds. I've been checked I'm good still I didn't know for a long time and even stopped having sex as much with girls I liked because I didn't know for sure if I had anything from some other freak. lol seriously guys it was bad I was living the dirt bag life to say the least. Didn't help I knew every crazy trailer trash/ghetto mofo with a couch from mendocino to the high desert because I played punk music and also skateboarded with some somewhat famous rappers. lol

Anyways let me cut the shit. If you want to know how I made my first billion Dollars. The truth is I have never made a billion dollars. I missed my chance at buying $500 worth of bitcoin when it was $12. I also missed many other oppurtunitys including a record contract with multiple bands including my own as well as all the right to my own music which was being requested but my drummer lost his mind on some bad mdma and got hooked on meth and heroin. My singer left to go play hardcore in Oakland and the band I was managing I decided to just let them sell the rights to some scumbag which they never did but he was going to get them a deal through Metallicas record company which I would have got money for a couple of their songs I was on.

So I NEVER MADE A BILLION DOLLARS but I am not saying I have not received a billion dollars. I became a billionaire when my grandfather died. My grandmother was a real estate mogul in new mexico and left everything she owned to my grandfather. Well he passed and left my father with part of his estate. My father decided to let me and my brother have these funds so I went from living in a cardboard box struggling to find a job living off nothing eating out of soup kitchens to having a billion dollars handed to me from my grandma I never even talked to. My mind is blown to say the least.

On top of all this I've been on felony probation from a crime I did 10 years ago before all this happened and I had to get a lawyer which threw me into debt. (Which I might add I pulled my ass out of myself) So I turn 30 in January and I get off this felony probation in two months. I am not going to lie I am lost as shit. This life makes zero sense. I've sent gifts to people that I valued when I was hurting financially and the psychology of the whole thing it really odd. Some people especially older people get offended when I throw offers on the table with no strings attach. It's like It shouldn't be there.

So don't mind me. I'm just over here trying to find myself in this world. I don't want kids but I am trying to set some money that my relatives valued for the future of my bloodline if I decide to change my mind one day. I doubt I will but still I have a niece I would gladly let her have what I received so she has an easier life with finances stress free. The thing is I want to make my own Billion Dollars. The way I look at it is this is not mine. I did not earn it. A lot of people see it that way and I cannot deny that is the truth. When I played music and when I do my art the lyrics, the content, it has to reflect truth. There is too much fakeness in this world and people pretending to be like blah blah blah. If we just eliminated all that shit people would finally be able to grow.

"The only competition you have in this world is your own not the people you see through the screen, They want to know what you're thinking."