many years ago, pain doesn't go so easily away. I know many people might laugh or say it is not a big deal, but emotions leave their indelible mark on our minds. After it was all over, I felt a deep shame about selling myself and I refused to talk about it with anyone except close friends. I destroyed a lot of photos too. I distrusted my parents, especially my own mother for many years because she never understood why i left it all behind.. Truth be told, I never enjoyed any of it. There was no meaning.....
many years ago, pain doesn't go so easily away. I know many people might laugh or say it is not a big deal, but emotions leave their indelible mark on our minds. After it was all over, I felt a deep shame about selling myself and I refused to talk about it with anyone except close friends. I destroyed a lot of photos too. I distrusted my parents, especially my own mother for many years because she never understood why i left it all behind.. Truth be told, I never enjoyed any of it. There was no meaning.....
so gr8 of u