I know it takes a lot to share stuff like this and while it's freeing and helpful to others it can be very painful. Freeing ourselves of childhood traumas is worth it in my mind and it's why I have worked through all of mine that I have dug up so far on steemit. I hope that with more people doing stuff like this we can encourage other's to free themselves of the toxic and abusive limitations society puts on people and we can all heal. I know you probably only recall me fucking around and joking on your posts most of the time, but in all sincerity thanks for sharing.