Let's just say the timing is NOT right at the moment. What's great about ALL this...
I am in control of this Spiritual awakening and sharing it in bits in pieces along the way with the few who can engage and comprehend. Not everyone gets it, I get that!
to be honest, we should be having a private conversation, but fuck it.
I've had a big spiritual awakening as well. The only religion that makes any sense to me is from the Native Americans. I am part Cherokee (small amount). Nature is the only thing that truly matters to me, balance and respect of living things.
I am suffering and projecting some strange sexual stuff, because I have a long history of denying my sexuality and doing what is known as sublimation of energy. I haven't felt like this in a while, and I see that the sexual sublimation is kind of backfiring now. I am not sure even what to do about it, but I can assure you that I am harmless. I don't date people, consider myself to be celibate, and also have retreated inside myself for seven years to complete important missions internally. I think i healed myself. I hope soon that I return to normal and find peace within myself so that I don't make you or anyone else feel uncomfortable. I think what the world needs are true friends.
We are mutually both being honest here which why I prefer to be out in the open somewhat on steemit.com so that what we type/say will live on this blockchain unedited. I don't use any other social media but steemit. Have always been against giving out my personal information to anyone let alone an online company or website or app. I have been mostly careful not revealing any of my personal details until I am ready. I have a date on my calendar for 2018 but that may change depending on uncertainty of major events. I don't feel uncomfortable by you, and actually commend you for your bravery and courage to engage with me. I have a strong self control when it comes to guilty pleasures, but agree with you about the world needs MORE true friends. (((gives @stellabelle a hug)))
aww. thanks. I normally have much restraint. It's perhaps my other parts of me that are awakening (finally). I think i have been restraining myself to an extreme degree much like a nun. I am happy that I got to meet someone like you because i sense that you are not clingy and you are on some spiritual path . ((hugs)).
the craziest part of all this is that we could be somehow helping others, and adding social energy to Steemit......that is good
Like I said...
Takes time...
Eventually they will get it!
i'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaack dear.
Im reading it now with new pics
yes dear, and i have to get off the internet soon....
that is good to hear.