I'm an impatient Alpha female. I want what I want when I want. Oh well, I'll just retreat back into my Vulcan cave where I've been for last seven years....
I have a side of me that believes in the after life. Could be Native American or Buddhism or Hinduism speaking to me internally while directing me towards the Spiritual Path/Journey of this NEW AGE upon us.
You are not suppose to believe in afterlife...that would be foolish! You have to feel it and experience it. One may have that luxury during sleep. The problem is...remembering it when you AWAKE!
Let's just say the timing is NOT right at the moment. What's great about ALL this...
I am in control of this Spiritual awakening and sharing it in bits in pieces along the way with the few who can engage and comprehend. Not everyone gets it, I get that!
to be honest, we should be having a private conversation, but fuck it.
I've had a big spiritual awakening as well. The only religion that makes any sense to me is from the Native Americans. I am part Cherokee (small amount). Nature is the only thing that truly matters to me, balance and respect of living things.
I am suffering and projecting some strange sexual stuff, because I have a long history of denying my sexuality and doing what is known as sublimation of energy. I haven't felt like this in a while, and I see that the sexual sublimation is kind of backfiring now. I am not sure even what to do about it, but I can assure you that I am harmless. I don't date people, consider myself to be celibate, and also have retreated inside myself for seven years to complete important missions internally. I think i healed myself. I hope soon that I return to normal and find peace within myself so that I don't make you or anyone else feel uncomfortable. I think what the world needs are true friends.
We are mutually both being honest here which why I prefer to be out in the open somewhat on steemit.com so that what we type/say will live on this blockchain unedited. I don't use any other social media but steemit. Have always been against giving out my personal information to anyone let alone an online company or website or app. I have been mostly careful not revealing any of my personal details until I am ready. I have a date on my calendar for 2018 but that may change depending on uncertainty of major events. I don't feel uncomfortable by you, and actually commend you for your bravery and courage to engage with me. I have a strong self control when it comes to guilty pleasures, but agree with you about the world needs MORE true friends. (((gives @stellabelle a hug)))
aww. thanks. I normally have much restraint. It's perhaps my other parts of me that are awakening (finally). I think i have been restraining myself to an extreme degree much like a nun. I am happy that I got to meet someone like you because i sense that you are not clingy and you are on some spiritual path . ((hugs)).
I'm an impatient Alpha female. I want what I want when I want. Oh well, I'll just retreat back into my Vulcan cave where I've been for last seven years....
Pets the Alpha Tiger...
I hear ya growling, I can almost feel your teeth and claws....
Any clue on the next SteemFest for 2017 location?
no idea.
do you have Native American religious beliefs? I am rather curious about that
This is like private chat told ya!
:p
Well I am not sure...
I have a side of me that believes in the after life. Could be Native American or Buddhism or Hinduism speaking to me internally while directing me towards the Spiritual Path/Journey of this NEW AGE upon us.
Still curious?
yes. But I have a more scientific bent. I don't believe in any afterlife. I believe in making this life as kick ass as possible though.
You are not suppose to believe in afterlife...that would be foolish! You have to feel it and experience it. One may have that luxury during sleep. The problem is...remembering it when you AWAKE!
I hear ya about this life kick ass...
Allow me to help with that!
;p
you already have.
I detect you either have something to hide, or some reason for increased privacy.
Let's just say the timing is NOT right at the moment. What's great about ALL this...
I am in control of this Spiritual awakening and sharing it in bits in pieces along the way with the few who can engage and comprehend. Not everyone gets it, I get that!
to be honest, we should be having a private conversation, but fuck it.
I've had a big spiritual awakening as well. The only religion that makes any sense to me is from the Native Americans. I am part Cherokee (small amount). Nature is the only thing that truly matters to me, balance and respect of living things.
I am suffering and projecting some strange sexual stuff, because I have a long history of denying my sexuality and doing what is known as sublimation of energy. I haven't felt like this in a while, and I see that the sexual sublimation is kind of backfiring now. I am not sure even what to do about it, but I can assure you that I am harmless. I don't date people, consider myself to be celibate, and also have retreated inside myself for seven years to complete important missions internally. I think i healed myself. I hope soon that I return to normal and find peace within myself so that I don't make you or anyone else feel uncomfortable. I think what the world needs are true friends.
We are mutually both being honest here which why I prefer to be out in the open somewhat on steemit.com so that what we type/say will live on this blockchain unedited. I don't use any other social media but steemit. Have always been against giving out my personal information to anyone let alone an online company or website or app. I have been mostly careful not revealing any of my personal details until I am ready. I have a date on my calendar for 2018 but that may change depending on uncertainty of major events. I don't feel uncomfortable by you, and actually commend you for your bravery and courage to engage with me. I have a strong self control when it comes to guilty pleasures, but agree with you about the world needs MORE true friends. (((gives @stellabelle a hug)))
aww. thanks. I normally have much restraint. It's perhaps my other parts of me that are awakening (finally). I think i have been restraining myself to an extreme degree much like a nun. I am happy that I got to meet someone like you because i sense that you are not clingy and you are on some spiritual path . ((hugs)).
the craziest part of all this is that we could be somehow helping others, and adding social energy to Steemit......that is good
Like I said...
Takes time...
Eventually they will get it!
i'm baaaaaaaaaaaaaack dear.
that is good to hear.