Everything you said is true in my opinion. I always thought what could have been if I do something spontaneous or out of the ordinary(for me) but I never did it... I always had a fear of new things and I do not know why... even though everything turned out well in the end. I remember the first appointment to the driving school, before it I was scared as hell but when I got there it was not so bad actually, I don`t understand why I was so scared... I will try to meditate on your words from now on because I think you are right. And I will follow you and reestem this post.