Brother and friend @mcnestler.

What you have experienced happens to all of us who really appreciate the platform.

Exactly like that, in that same order, it has been my experience in steemit.
But you know what? In Every return you come recharged. Repowering. So those short absences are not all bad.

I do not care if I'm successful here either, but the experiment / the full time on this platform becomes much more fun now.

What do you call success? I think that just by staying here, you have already won.