Hello @ mammasitta
There is a qoute by Jody Gehrman I love so much. She said
“I despise the rituals of fake friendship. I wish we could just claw each other's eyes out and call it a day; instead we put on huge radiant smiles and spout compliments until our teeth hurt from the saccharine sweetness of it all.”
Living a fake life is hard, but social media have made it somehow easier, there are people I know in real life who live completely different lives online.
One thing about living a fake life is that you would eventually get tired of It and the real you will break through.
Congratulations On your Milestone.