Yeah, I honestly wish I could turn back time and do a number of things differently.. like keep the 5BTC I owned at one point.. or actually have the balls to invest into BTC when it was at it's lows a few years back..

Because I all really want in life is to not have to be on benefits. I've spent the last 20+ years trying to find some way I can make a living but so far nothing really has worked, I'm just to broken to make anything work.

I accumulated so much hive hoping it'd take off and I'd be 'set for life' but that didn't happen.. Well it's nearly got there with the $3 prices but didn't last long enough to get much out of it.

The one thing that has made some progress is streaming but it's like going from a payout every 2 years to a payout every 4-8 months. It's something I guess but can't live off of that.

Never got lucky with winning any lottery either, stopped wasting money on those a while back.

Turning things into a living also tends to suck the fun out of them too.

Which ever way I think about it I can't find a solution.