Thank you for your comment. It made me remember my favourite quote:
"When I look within and see that I am nothing, that is wisdom
When I look without and see that I am everything, that is love.
Between these two, my life turns."
- Sri Nisargadatta Maharaj
Oh boy! That's exactly what has been on my mind. Like this: "magic lies on the other side of fear."
Yes! we really have to go throught the darkness, there is no way around it, and it teaches us so much about ourselves in the process