Awww sister, this touches my heart so deeply. Yes, those tears are medicine to water the heart. A dear friend once told me that our tears are always clear because they originate from the crystal center of our heart. I believe that tears nourish the ground, and they are worthy of our reverence. The sadness simply means our hearts are opening and love is rushing through. And when we allow the water to pour down and out, the whole world is healed.