I remember the first time I felt and “saw” the blue energy within while meditating. It was so powerful and exhilarating. I was reading all sorts of eastern philosophical books along with meta physical and really transforming the way I related with the world around me. As of late I’ve been very lackadaisical with that aspect of my life. I fully believe all of the benefits though and have had some times of hardship where I called upon those meditative abilities to see me through. Changing the way we see things, relate to things changes the way the world actually is for us. Powerful stuff my friend.

I’m so glad you’re doing better than you were last year. It’s tough not being able to get answers from the one place we’ve conditioned to believe has all the medical answers. It’s even tougher when you feel that you are your own medical advocate searching for the “cure” by yourself. A lot of people around you tend to look at you like you’re overreacting or are just nuts. Keep up the fight, we are always worth fighting for.