Cannabis is non-addictive. You suffered from a combination of mental addiction to the relief cannabis brought to your issues, and the wrong strains of cannabis. I used to live in a prohibition state and I have to say the terpene profiles were all very antagonistic to functionality.
Cannabis is awesome though, clean cannabis with functional terpene profiles? Compleeetely different world. Delicious, upbeat, memory improving, mood lifting, anxiety crushing, wonder herb. There are some massive changes coming to the world, starting with the end of prohibition in the usa.
Here's to a better world!
Keep it Clean!