It is interesting that we are reluctant to let our "essence self" be known...to our own self. So many times others can see it but we cannot (speaking from experience here.)
I feel those ripples of change coming too, friend.
Oh, yay! We had a camellia bush in our backyard...such a beautiful bloom!!! Thank you, again for the surprise. :)
I look forward to seeing the result of your inspiration and I'm so glad we have connected here an on FB!!! You are such a source of light!