I know dat's right, ha, shaking my head at my own story. My g/f at the time did a great job of loving me, though I was not able to let go and move through it at the time. Happened to me so young...
Then a few years later during my first vision quest, an armadillo walked up to me. One of the most important totems to visit me. I am still learning of his medicine, evolving with each new level reached.
It's a tricky situation and one we are conditioned to place blame. I'm not sure if happening young or happening older is harder/easier. The longer we live the more conditioned we seem to have become, yet at least (ideally) through the years we gain more wisdom. It does feel beneficial to rethink our circumstances, and be blessed with new and more wide perspectives.
Sounds like you are paying attention to the signs, and able to evolve with the time and the taste of such potent medicine. Good for you @osodreamer!!
Thanks for taking the time to comment.