There he sat staring into the blue with hopeless eyes; watching time pass by. he could only imagine all the pain and hurt he had gone thru cos of a single act of trust. running down memory lane he could vividly remember being abused as a child by his aunt. and it didn't just stop there, she remembered the most painful trauma he went through, his dad walking out on him and his mum, he could remember a lot of broken homes and relationships. he would never forget the past and wasn't willing to let it go. but you know what?; you can never run from something for quite long, you have to deal with it sooner or later, you have to fight your fears, you just have to fight. and here he is sitting on a slab facing the world with another girl he's tryina love. what makes him think he won't make a fool of himself again. there has to be a reason to trust a girl again and where will he find one he'll truly trust . it's time to deal with the past. are you gonna stand and fight or let it eat you up bit by bit...

...to be continued.