you have such a brave heart. these words of yours take true strength to reflect upon given the circumstances .... to even be able to wade through your pain and consider the other... you have a very strong heart. i don't think you can "blame" yourself, but if there is space for something to be rebuilt (and if you both want it), reflections like these are the groundwork that allows new ways of being to take form. sending so much love your way from my rainy sunday morning <3 mama moon sure is sending some powerful messages these days.
thank you beautiful, these days are hard, but I need to think fully for the sake of me and my girls, we all are reacting to what is happening in our lives, and we are 2 separate beings at the end of the day, their is no way I can fully understand his actions, just as he can not understand mine, it is about acceptance and I am no where near that and I do not know if I will get there. xxx