Beautiful share. Ultimately we can’t take responsibility for fulfilling other people’s needs. The world will always need more than anyone outside the Self can give. Paying attention to the needs of others is important, as the infinite loves itself in all forms. But that attention doesn’t come with an obligation to do anything other than what feels inspired. It is good that it sounds like you’ve found forgiveness and understanding for someone who has harmed you. I hope you have the same for your lovely self.