Without you I would have felt lonely, and I finally got up to let you go. Can or not without you, that's the business later. How do I feel about you? Honestly I also love you, but sorry can not be your lover, because I'm afraid to lose you and you will be a former.
I'm defeated and willing to be the wrong person, I do it just to keep our relationship. If I remember how I ever fought you but you wasted my effort I already did.
To be honest I'm not willing to take you off but that's the best way out of our relationship. Love is a mystery and we can not expect to fall in love with who and how long it grows.