Ghost in a shell

I wake up every morning to the same house the same face thinking about my regrets and my mistakes . I know i did wrong in the past but its like the new me cant forget the old me .Plus she'll never let me live it down or ever forget . Think you would try to bring your man up instead she knocks him down chews him up and spits him out . Oooouch looks like the cat caught her mouse words like clows cause when she speaks she lets them out but it dont stop now . So me im numb to the core so i just drown her out try to speak but the words just wont come out . I wana leave but you see i got these two girls that need there daddy and i promised myself i would never be like my dad but if i left i know shell us them as weapons to get back so i stay and play the punching bag till i punch back. Then theyll say he snapped or you shouldnt have said that . At the end theres only so much you can take you tell me when is enough enough....