My most recent experience with love broke me apart as one of my best friends said I should be myself again and open up. This just ended really badly as I had that part of me hidden for a reason.

My first major heart break was my first love, that is when this song came out. That was when I withdrew myself. Your post has me feeling so heartbroken right now, I though this girl was the one and she told me not to fear and be open with her. All my fears came true and now I regret it, but WOW did I learn a valuable lesson!