It's hard to let go of your past? That's because you can never let it go. So, if you want your life to return to normal and fine like before you know him, then forget him who hurt you.
Maybe it's not easy, but you always have the opportunity to train your heart for sincerity. After all, you are beautiful and also good, so surely God will give you a better change.
Let him go looking for a better one, because if he keeps comparing, then he will never be happy with his love. Yes, let him leave you, because surely God will help you find someone who is better at the right time.
Because when God takes love that you think is good, then surely God will give you a new love that is extraordinary and certainly better.
At present, it is enough that you control your heart not to constantly push and hate. But train your heart to slowly forgive, relax, and forget.
Because love that goes means that there will come back a new, more meaningful love in your life. Because God is all righteous, God will not let you continue in sadness, God will surely send someone right at the right time for you.
And when you ask when the right time comes, when does the meeting arrive? Then the answer is when you need it.
Then, if you are currently waiting, then you don't really need it, even though you have wanted to meet him.
Then now all you have to do is fix yourself first while waiting with confidence, because God's promise is very certain.
If God takes something from you, then surely the one who comes instead is someone who is better and more suitable for you.
After all, if you believe that you are a good person, then believe that God will reward you who is also good. Amen