The Love I once had..

As much as I love u, I know I have killed u , the things i did, not even an enemy would have done the same.
I think about it every single moment. Whenever u act weird with me and I feel bad, I remind myself, " The things you did to him is not even close to how he is treating u now" .
I have no right to feel upset or sad because I broke u in pieces.
I had been there too, not a very long time ago. How cud I do the same thing to someone very special to me.
There's nothing wrong with you. You an amazing person.
You stood by me in every way possible.
Its just a matter of time, You met the wrong people in life ... Dont self question yourself.

I was too weak. I lied, I ruined myself and everything around me.

I will always long for you. And i know things will never be the same again.
I wasn't there when you needed the most , I dint take a stand when I needed to.
And i should not expect you to do it either for me.

If you ever need me , let me know I will try to be there.
For me i shall always long for you...
With every memory You gave me.