Love By Introvert

Well it was a first day of me in University and all new comers were called in lecture theater for Physics lecture. I also enter in the lecture theater and find a seat, as you guys know that there are stare type desks in theater room so I choose middle desk and sit middle on that desk..
So lectures starts and it was a new sensation :) to sit in girls but there were no girl around me
after 10 minutes a few girls entered in lecture theater and they just set on my desk but in left corner of desk. Now all students were taking notes of lecture and writing point on their copies..
I just tried to write something and my pencil dropped and the moment when I was lifting my pen, My eyes just fall on a girl on left side as she were smiling.
Boom!!!! Game start....
I started to see her, you can say staring at her. well after some time you noted me that I am watching her and she just change her facial expressions towards me and she was not laughing now and become serious you can say she was with strict face. But that was something more attracting from her side and I started watching her 10 times in a minute ,
Now she got that I'm not that guy who will down or feel ashamed :) so she started to watching at me when I was not watching at her YES YES...she was watching at me..
How I find that she was watching at me ...the way is that she was not turning her neck or face to watch at me but she was moving her eyes to note me, her face was not moving and she was also not moving she adjusted her position such a way that no one can note that she was watching at me..even her friends could not find that..
So I feel that someone is watching at me from girls so I quickly move my eyes towards her and find that she was watching at me but as i tun my face, she just made that I was not watching at her...
So that was starting of my Love story..
as lecture ended I started to know about her name, department and even her time table.
My first semester goes like that watching her and ,making her feel that I am interested in her even 2nd semester gone like that.but I founded abut her, she in intelligent, hardworking and topper in our batch. But why I care I just interested in her eyes, talking style, her voice, her simplicity and her 6th sense.
well 4th semester came and till now we have not talked to each other but our eyes can find each other and 1000 people,
Well That was STRANGE for me because I did not find any poetry or story about our eyes. My mind remain occupied with her. she was in her class so she can feel that I was passing before her class and she made momentarily eye contact with me as I was also finding her in whole class..
5th semester came and now I wanted to do something like talk to her, propose her, giving a gift BUT as you read that I never talked to her instead of eye contact ..So I found that I am lack of confidence, I will shake before her, She will slap me, I will become laughing stoke in department but real thing was that I have No balls or guts to talk with her, so that's why she was making a eye contact with me with face that makes me feel that I will Lose...
she was attractive and she started her final year Project and there was a boy from her class who was working with him..and they were engaging with each other. They laughed, ate,Talked with each other and I find that she was no more to me and she barely note me now
As she was busy on her cell phone or waiting for someone.
and I started to watch movies LOVE Movies I really Liked the movies Named "The Notebook" and watched all famous movies about Love and I imagine her in Stories, I can carve her face from any where.
But Al last only Spoken Words can define further relation but I failed in this.
I Lost Her , And she find someone Who can Talk.