Happy Birthday David.
Hope you're doing as good as possible where ever you are.
I decided to write you letters like I do with Amanda.
Things have been busier than ever for me and I think you would be proud of me in some ways.
I definitely still have a lot of healing to do, but... I've made some really good progress and in regard to physical stuff I just set up some Olympic gymnastic rings the other day and have been spending hours out there the last couple days exercising and strengthening my body.
Reminds me of the good old days when we used to train and I'd be out on the patio for hours hitting the bag or doing other kinds of training.
Had one of the most epic adventures yesterday where I got caught in a big storm and had to run and slide down the side of a steep mountain, I'm sure you know which one.
I also found a really old dog tag that someone had lost out in the wilderness and it said "buddy" on it which made me think of you since you were such a big dog person and I associate you with that animal... Felt like a synchronicity.
Things are getting crazy as we approach the release of our discoveries and I've made some more wild discoveries recently as I'm sure you know... I got kinda scared, but remembered that you and everyone is with me in spirit.
I still think of you a lot and I feel like you're with me a lot in these adventures.
I wish you were still here to see them and share them and just to be around to hang out with, but more than any of that I just wish you were here living your life doing whatever you wanted to do and I wish you were here for your family.
It's one of the most difficult things, but I do believe you are still with all of us in spirit and there is no real "death" and that we have done this many times before and will do it many more times, playing different roles and experiencing this existence together in all that it is.
Love you so much buddy. <3
