Love sick

Love sick

Here I am again crying in my pillow, alone in the dark thinking about her.

You all know HER, the one that can bring light inside your darkness and turn it over. She is the love of you life, you practicly live for HER and HER alone. When you think about her, your heart can break any sadness. You love HER so much that you can get beat up by 100 spartans just to know she is home safe. Hell, you all know HER !

Love sick or sick of this love ?? This is the real question. You love her so much that you are affraid to tell her the things that bothers you. You do that because you think she will over react and you will lose her because she is to stubborn to understand your side of the story.

She starts to upset you almost every time you two meet, and you start to feel more and more sick. You start to imagine only bad things that consumes you psyhchicaly and physicaly.

The questions remains… “What should i do??”

I’m guessing that most of you have or will at some point be in a relationship that just makes you feel unsettled. But let’s throw this in there to make things tricky…perhaps your partner actually has many great qualities. They might even be kind to you and be on the same page with you in many areas, etc…but because of a few things, you STILL feel uneasy or anxious, you still wonder if “this is the one”, you still have that pit in your gut because you can’t decide what to do. Perhaps something about the partner just holds you back and makes you wonder if this really is what you want in a partner. And…that feeling doesn’t go away. Ugh. Maybe there are good days. But no matter how much you try, no matter how many justifications you try to make, no matter how many months or years go by, you can’t completely shake that feeling that you just don’t feel totally at peace with this person – or with the idea of moving forward.

Here’s a tip….

Imagine the day you might marry this person. Would it make sense to get married with that same kind of awful feeling? That same kind of pit in your stomach? Would you want to force yourself through your wedding day, even though in your gut you feel a little sick? (And no, I’m not talking about totally normal butterflies here.) And, would you want to have these same thoughts and worries about your wife or your husband during your first or second or fifth year of marriage?

Please tell me the answer is no!