I've been all over the place today, I mentioned my trip out in my last post that I wrote yesterday I forgot to mention I got a phone call from the Dentist reminding me about my appointment tomorrow morning, I'm having a tooth removed. I'm dreading it as with the new medication I'm taking they have said there could be jaw problems. The medication is for Osteoporosis, I take it once a week on a Thursday morning. I hate it, its not as bad as the first tablet but since getting it changed for a different one the after effects aren't as bad. The first medication was Alendronic, Its lethal, one tablet a week left me ill for 3 days after since changing to Risedronate I suffer for half a day which is so much better. I have to get up early again tomorrow, that's 3 days in a row. I'm going to be a mess come Saturday.
I don't sleep too well but once I'm asleep im like a Zombie but after 3 early mornings come Saturday my head is going to be full of so much fog I'm not going to be able to think
for myself. I'm also going to have to talk to my Doctor as there trying to take my pain patches off me. I use these on my knee and spine at night so I can get to sleep. They tell me it's because there not very effective but they work for me, what they are really wanting to say they are too expensive. I'm going to have to fight to keep them but will probably loose as being Disabled is a problem in the UK now.
I am fed up of being disabled, this isn't fun, the extra pennies we get don't go very far and any other help we get such as mobility and a blue badge so we can park in a disabled parking space is slowly being taken away from us. They are cutting back on the help disabled need. Anymore cutbacks I'll be housebound forever, I don't get out much due to my problems. I gave up a really good job because of my disability, I would rather be working, have friends and a social life, speak to human beings everyday and bring home a good wage instead of living in chronic pain all day, no friends because they got fed up of asking me out when I couldn't go they gave up. Everywhere I go I have to search where the nearest toilets are because I can't walk far. The nearest sitting area as I constantly need a rest so try and stick with shops that have there own cafe.
I've lived in the UK all my life, with what's happening now I hate it, I hate checking the news as there always something bad, we have no free speech anymore say hurty words online then your arrested and locked up. What the hell is going on and why?
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