I think everyone quite often than not feels that way too. I think we tend to be too hard on ourselves as humans. I have sort of shifted my mindset from where I want to be to being where I currently I'm and what I need to do in that particular moment- It makes life so much easier and you end up doing things to the best of your ability. Some days are harder than some, but ultimately, every effort counts. If you look at it from the other side, you'll realize you are actually doing so much better than you give yourself credit :)
All in all, I think you should definitely refocus. Join other platforms like Whaleshares or Smoke and leverage the opportunities. It will all add up later on.
xo