I was raised an atheist and often mocked religion and in particular Christianity. Throughout the years I have delved very deeply into the dark abyss that is "conspiracy theories". I know many on this path have been left feeling hopelessly alone in a state of dread. When I discovered Bill Cooper and his body of work something in me began to change. The fire and conviction of his spirit moved me. He was truly a great man although he never wanted to be idolized. Aside from being one of the first to shed light on innumerable conspiracy related topics, he was not at all hesitant to bring his faith into the equation. It gave him strength and a rock to stand on even as the walls began closing in on him. He was murdered during a raid on his home in Eagar, Arizona on November 5th, 2001. I discovered Bill Cooper at a time when I was very much looking for answers and my own rock to stand on. What is there to cling onto in a world so mad? What can be saved? What is there worth fighting for? Everything in our modern world is being debased and we are unfortunately moving into a very dark time. I began to truly realize that there is a war for our souls. A war that has been raging for eternity whether we like it or not. In the end, I realize that a personal relationship with God is the only answer for me. Otherwise I would be utterly insane at this point. My only advice is to find your rock; when everything is gone you will be happy that you did. Maybe the only thing that can be saved is our souls.